Blue Moon Diary

So here I am ready to share my story and hopefully find some inner peace about where I am going in life. From what I have found so far, life is hard. Im currently on summer break before entering my sophomore year of college. Freshman year was crazy but I think I learned a lot from my experiences. I ended up having no friends because I was too busy putting my all into a new relationship and dealing with jealousy over the other girls he was friends with. This made the whole year so hard because I was so consumed with anger and I was so possessive. I figured out that I can't be like that any more if I want to be happy. Right now my boyfriend and I are going through a rough patch. We are trying to figure ourselves out this summer and grow. He seems to be growing away from me though. I became too much of a problem. I was too stressful. Now Im trying to figure out who I am and how to not drive people away. I guess we all have our journeys to go through to get to self discovery. Mine seems to be very long and really hard. I miss my boyfriend and I wish I wasn't so hard to deal with but here I am. I love to write and I believe it is very healing to the soul. Its time for me to figure everything out through blogging. Here goes nothing.